Today was RE day and after all these years of dreading it ever getting to this point…I was pleasantly surprised. My first visit to the RE was my most efficient doctor’s visit in a long time. It was first of all, nice to have a doctor sit and WANT to talk through my every cycle since puberty. J Ok, maybe not that deep but he was genuinely interested. He wanted to know what I thought, what issues I thought I might have that were not being addressed etc. Then…unbelievably…he wanted to get started TODAY. Not next week or next month…no “you’re still young” or “lets give it 3 months of vitamins” and finally not “lose another 15 pounds then come back and see me”. Yes, these have been the frustrating, hair pull inducing conversations I have had with my last three OBGYNs. The RE was having none of that. The exact conversation went something like this:
Him: “What cycle day are you now?”
Him: “Well, I don’t know how anxious you are to get started..” he pauses as he notes my vigorously nodding head and me already opening my mouth
Me:“I am very anxious to get started.”
Him: “Well, I have four tests I want to do right away. We can do two today…”
Then he proceeds to explain that he will do an ultrasound to check my ovaries and uterus as well as take blood to check hormone levels and for diseases such as hepatitis. He has me schedule an HSG (can you believe I have NEVER had this test? In five friggin years and three or four OBGYNs?) for next Tuesday and payday will come in for his SA the very same day. He then smiled at me and he said “You’re young and healthy, we just need to find out why you are not getting pregnant.” I know it doesn't mean we WILL find out or that I will end up pregnant but just to have a doctor finally give it a WE…was just so…relieving. Some bricks that I didn't even know were on my chest have been lifted. Anyway so the only results I have so far are from the ultrasound which showed both ovaries (Right bigger than the left) were large and had about 10 follicles each. That would be a decent sign that my ovarian reserve is not low so hopefully the blood tests confirm that. I have had that blood test before and it was fine but I've not had the ultrasound so that was new. I did have a uterine fibroid which the doctor said should be inconsequential due to its size and placement. It was nice to know something, ANYTHING today. I'm glad to be moving forward and I'll be along with another update as soon as I have one. Stay tuned friends, the journey has been kicked up a notch.
Till next time