The HCG went well and the overall conclusion is everything
looks normal. Tubes are definitely
clear. Now, there were some funky
bits. Apparently, along with my uterus
being retroverted (I already knew this from many annual exams) it also tilts to
the right. This might be the result of
the fibroid he found in my ultrasound. I find it kind of funny that my uterus
apparently goes in every which direction.
Everything I have read says it should have no bearing on us conceiving
but I can’t help feeling like my uterus is on the equivalent of a back country
road. Easy to find if you know where to
look or are keen on asking directions but almost impossible otherwise. I digress.
Along with that he saw some suspicious “air bubbles” that he thought
might be polyps. He asked me to lean
over to the right and they seemed to dissipate so he thinks it may have just
been the dye playing tricks. See what I
mean? Me and my hidden, tricky uterus J. Anyway,
based on what he has seen so far he says everything is looking normal. He is hoping to have my blood tests back next
week to see how my hormones are looking (Current mantra: I will not call the RE
office, I will not call the RE office) and he let me know up front no news is
good news. He said if there is something
drastically off about the numbers, the clinic will call me but otherwise he
will wait until payday has his SA and then meet with us both with all results
in.
So there you have it.
All my testing is done for now, we have one more to go and then the “party”
is officially started. I confess, I am
not in a Zen state about these events.
What? You’re not surprised! Well, I would have liked to do something different. Neurotic is so 90s. Anyway,
I am having crazy dreams from those where I've gained back all the
weight I've lost and payday is calling me fat (you have to know him but trust
me, I’d die of shock if that ever happened.
It wouldn't even occur to me to be offended because it’s so anti-payday
to do anything like that. It would be
like watching him grow a third eye or something), to me in the doctor’s office
waiting. Like a whole dream where the
event is me sitting there…waiting. I've
had a headache for two days. I am about
to ovulate and the last thing on my mind is the deed. In the morning, I am going for a much needed
run for as long and as hard as I can stand it.
Hopefully some of the nerves will be appeased.
If you pray, pray with/for me. If you meditate, send out your well
wishes. If you need mine, feel free to
leave that in a comment…really, I love comments and if you don’t mind a prayer
from a well meaning, obsessive, infertile…why not?
Stay thirsty my friends!
Eek! Good luck! Sending baby dust your way.
ReplyDeleteAlso, I love the comic at the top. That's exactly how I feel right now. And it reminded me of this one:
http://cheezburger.com/8354019328
Thought it might make you smile. :)
LMAO!! That was hilarious. It might be going in my home office somewhere. Thanks for the comment!
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